Alone

Realize I didn't have a lot of friends?

Wanting to have a coffee but can't get anyone to join me.

Want to go to music cafe to chill out but sil both not available.

End up I take a bus and go drink on my own.

At times seems quite pathetic, I mean myself.

Okay, to be frank, I didn't really ask anyone to go coffee with me, simply because I know no one will be available for me. 

Plus most of my friends have kids, otherwise living far away from me.

Didn't want people to accompany me because they feel sorry for me.

And didn't want to face rejection from people if I were to ask.

In short, my life is pathetic.